Missing Him

Missing him
When I look back
On all that we went
Through together.

If we had survived it
We would have been
So glorious
Together in the state
We both live in now.

We would be so close
Understanding me
Without words
Instead of this terrible silence
I live in now.

We would be so tight
Instead of
Locked in hatred
As I am now.

Missing him
And all we had
All I fucked up
But not single handed
And I wonder
If he ever misses me to.