About Nothing

Dreams
I try to succeed
Feeling like I am
Surrounded
By failure
Tiny little
Steps
Misunderstood
Inundated
With typos
And rejection
I am freaking out
Over nothing.
Just like always
My brain turns on
The choo choo train
Of obssession
Round and round
Round and round
Running over the same old track
Coulda
Shoulda
Woulda

I am entirely too sensitive
Worked up
In a fucking tizzy
Over nothing.

And I wonder
Why I do this..
Now?
Before,
I never worried
About anything.
But that was when
I was fucking high...
And never cared about anything
Either.

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