Sad Song

Country song
On American Idol
Brings tears
To my eyes...

I cannot
Remember when
I cannot
Remember why
It all faded.

I remember
Laughter
And tears.
I remember
Insanity
And madness.
And I remember
Nothing at all.

My heart,
Still broken.
My bones
Still aching.
My memories
Still flooded
By you.

Once upon a time,
Long, long ago
Seems like
A foggy dream
A hazy vision
I only
Imagined.

Now, I see
A little smile
That looks
Just like mine
Smiling back
Brightening
The dark.
Why is it
That the smile
Turned out
Not to be
Just like yours?
That our lives
Turned out
So different
Than we planned?

Maybe...
It is better
This way.