Now...It is Better

Lost...
In a whirlwind
Of activity.

My life
Has never seemed
More busy

I know
It has been
Much, much more hectic.

Trying
To find
The time
And trying
To find
The stories
I know
They are there...
Just need
A fucking minute
To myself.

It is better...
Than trying
To find
Some dope,
A vein,
Some money,
Or just about
Anything
To make it all go away.

It is better
Now.
Much, much better.